Saturday, 17 May 2008

Doublethink, Or, Hypocrisy's okay if you really mean it.

Pondering things today on my worldview, or distinct lack of a coherent one thereof.

For someone who ascribes to logic the utmost importance, I don't respect it much when it comes to thinking about gelling views together. An example:

I was talking the other day to Sean about his "nth-wave" philosophical idea. At it's core, more or less, it says that "Just because you can't think of any argument that refutes a claim at knowledge doesn't mean there isn't one." Now, I pretty much agree here. (An interesting aspect of this is that it in itself doubts itself.)

However, I was then talking about the way you have to ignore this for some things. Sean's recently been disillusioned by science, Physics in specifics, I suppose because of this basic problem of knowledge and proof. But I, regrettably, see no problem here. I see the two thing on completely separate levels: OK, yes, we can't prove anything. But let's pretend we can. What then? And so on.

I feel I have failed somewhat to fully set out my feelings here. Essentially, viewing the world in this way, layered, not caring about the implications of the foundations being non-existent and continuing to pretend as if they do exist, and are made of granite: it takes a certain detachment from the world. Is this healthy? I'm not sure... it's fun though!

I think the best metaphor I have for this way of thinking is like viewing the world as a toy. Like a Rubik's Cube, but every face is a different puzzle, and they're all fractal-shaped- you can get lost in the intricate details of one part while ignoring the rest of the whole- or, if you choose, you can regard the whole. Does it even exist? Can we prove it? No matter- the toy is fun anyway.

So yes... that's pretty much what I think. As you can see, it's a little incoherent. But then, that's how I began.

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Thursday, 15 May 2008

Xanga Featured Question: What good things have happened to you lately?

Well, this seems as a good a place as any to start of my bloggin': with a generic question! Yay!

Well now; what good things HAVE happened to me lately...

I'll do this in reverse chronological order.

Firstly, today, I ACED my Latin Verse exam. For those not in the know, I was shitting bricks about this, to turn a phrase. (DAMN YOU, 4Chan!) This is due to my inability to learn things by rote, being more of an organic learner. HOWEVER: the two sections of Book 4 of Virgil's Aeniad that came up in the exam were, by chance, the two bits which I absolutely knew SOLID. So I coudl do every question EASY AS FIDDLE. Which made me very very happy.

RE, two days ago. Also quite an easy exam. The combination of that and Latin has made me feel very confident about the exam season ahead, though I still have some doubts.

Last Saturday, I purchased an excellent book on Philosophy, which is sort of disguised as a children's adventure novel. As befits a book on philosophy, the main plot twist is so bloody weird it makes a twisted kind of sense. :P

Now now now... what else good has been happening. I can now use the climbing wall at Virgin Active, meaning with that and roller-skating I probably won't survive past my 21st birthday, if that. He he he. Helmets are /optional/. I did have to sign a waiver form though...

On the subject of the gym, I've now started going regularly every Thursday. Need to build the muscles what what, and much more importantly make sure I can run more than a few meters without dying. I'm exaggerating, of course, but I would like to get more aerobic fitness and what not. Ooh, look at me with the posh words. Translation: out of breath less.

Now... not much else really good has happened. I mean, things have been dandy, don't get me wrong, but nothing stellar...

Ah! Yes, I suppose. About... a month ago now, I suppose, more or less, I came out to my parents. Wasn't a big dealio of any kind, they were fine with it, blah blah blah, but it's just nice to have done it. Bit of a weight off my chest and all that. On a related note I've started going to a youth group called Fruit Bowl on Fridays: this is quite fun, and having always complained that I do too little socialising this is an excuse to do just that. I sometimes wonder if it's weird that I'm not more bothered about being gay, but I suppose that it's not, mostly.

Generally, things have been looking up. Which is good. I'm excited about moving to Silverdale,of course, but that's out of the scope of the question, so it'll have to wait. Doing a lot more philosophic thinking recently, enough that people have been telling me to shut up about it, so that's always a good sign.

How do you end these things, anyway? Ah well. Peace out? I guess... maybe?

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